Originally posted on 03/17/05
by Kelly
www.thecountycourier.com
One year gone
Mother of missing teen holding on to hope, memories
Written by Ethan Dezotelle
Thursday, 17 March 2005
FRANKLIN/MONTGOMERY: Not too long ago, Bruce and Kellie Maitland’s dog got into their daughter’s bedroom and jumped on the bed. In the commotion, he kicked back the blankets, giving the bed a slept-in look.
As Kellie Maitland walked past the bedroom door and glanced in, it was like the past year had never happened. For a fleeting moment, her daughter, Brianna, was home and had just thrown the covers back and got out of bed. In that split second, Kellie’s world felt something it hadn’t in a long, long time. It felt normal.
“It was so quick, but it felt like she was there in the house with me, like she had just woken up and gotten out of bed,†Kellie said Tuesday. “But that feeling didn’t last long, and I was back with everything that’s happened.â€
One year ago this coming Saturday, March 19, the familiar, secure world occupied by Kellie and her family was turned upside down. After finishing work at the Black Lantern Restaurant in Montgomery, 17-year-old Brianna Maitland got in her car and headed out. That was at around 11:20 p.m. She has not been seen or heard from since.
Her car was found on the outskirts of Montgomery, backed into an abandoned house on Route 118. Found in the car was her paycheck, migraine medication and contact lenses. Not found was any clear evidence that could lead her family or the Vermont State Police to where she ended up. In the nearly 365 days that have followed, Kellie and Bruce Maitland have discovered plenty of places where their daughter isn’t, and they continue a desperate search for where she is.
That search has taken them deep into the Gibou, a heavily-wooded area of Montgomery; along the banks of the Missisquoi River; to New York City and even onto the nation’s television screens, having recently been on an episode of the Montel Williams Show, which is set for broadcast sometime in coming weeks. It’s a search that has taken virtually everything these parents have to give, but what Kellie has found is that when it comes to a child, you can never really give enough.
‘Never enough’
“It’s not enough,†she said. “It’s never enough, not until we find her. Give me more to do... When Brianna first disappeared, we just blitzed St. Albans and other towns with posters. Then it was the search. Then I had different groups in the party scene looking and listening for me.â€
At the same time, Kellie’s husband was searching high and low, making connections and traveling wherever a lead took him. After almost a year of this, though, the couple decided it was time for a change.
Kellie recently left her job at a local hardware store to devote more of her time to Brianna’s disappearance, she said, while Bruce will spend more time working as an independent forester.
“When I was working, I’d come home at night and Bruce would fill me in on what happened that day, what leads there were, things he had heard,†Kellie said. “Now I’ll be the one doing that for him as he works. But even when you’re working, you’re thinking about it. It’s hard not to.â€
‘The only one who knows’
The disappearance of a child has a massive impact on a family. It begins with the missing child, and the ripple effect goes from there. Daily patterns change. The world is viewed differently by all involved. Tensions exist that were never there before.
It’s no different for the Maitlands, and as they have shared the pain of the past year, they have found a deep connection.
“We’re on the same team. No one can understand something like this like your partner can. He’s the only one who knows besides me what it’s like to lose our daughter,†Kellie said. “There is only one Brianna, and we have both lost her.â€
She said the couple takes a degree of comfort in sharing their pain on common ground, but that same pain is “a constant, dark, rain cloud†that hangs over them.
“There are things you used to do as a couple – things like going out for a walk or going snowshoeing – you just don’t feel like doing those things anymore. You get depressed, and it’s a very specific kind of depressed because Brianna’s not there anymore. That really weighs on you. But then you think of Brianna and the person she is, and that helps.â€
A mother’s love
Kellie positively beams when she recalls the kind of person her daughter was before her disappearance. A smile spreads across her face and there’s a visible change in her body language. She breaths easier and the tension seems to lift from her shoulders.
Brianna had spent much of March 19, 2005 with her mother. The teen had just earned her GED high school equivalency diploma, and she and Kellie went out shopping and to get lunch. Kellie was treated to having her own personal waitress at KJ’s, a St. Albans restaurant where Brianna worked one of her two waitressing jobs.
“She wasn’t working there that day, but she got me my menu and took care of me. She really put a lot of pride into her work, and she loved what she did,†Kellie recalled. “It was such a wonderful time.â€
To ask Kellie what quality she misses most about her daughter is to give her an impossible task. Brianna’s traits flow from Kellie’s lips like water from a faucet, and it becomes quite clear that the young woman who disappeared last year was more than Kellie’s daughter. She was Kellie’s friend.
“She was so strong. I miss that strength that she had,†Kellie said. “She took risks, even when she was very small... She loved doing things her way. And she was very creative. I remember she took a dance class when she was little, and she was taught a move, but she just took her own route with it. She came out saying she had been fired for not doing it right.â€
Kellie described Brianna as someone who, on one hand could handle a dirt bike, ride a jet ski and shoot clay pigeons, while on the other hand she had a passion for literature, a love of Mexican food and a desire for freedom.
“Freedom was worth everything to her,†Kellie said. “Not just hers, either. If there was anybody getting picked on, she’d step right in and be there for them. Injustice really bothered her.â€
What happened?
Given the amount of time that has passed since Brianna’s disappearance, the investigation into her disappearance has yielded little in the way of useful information. “No concrete evidence has been found that can lead investigators or the Maitland family to conclude what happened to Brianna,†a release issued by the Vermont State Police this week reads.
Detective Sergeant Dee Glynn, lead investigator on Brianna’s case, declined to talk to the County Courier about the investigation this week. She said she wished to reserve comment for a joint meeting of area law enforcement agencies on Friday, March 18 at the Vermont State Police St. Albans Barracks. At that time the case is expected to be reviewed by officials.
Kellie and Bruce have their own theories concerning Brianna’s disappearance, chief among them being that her disappearance is gang-related and involves area drug trafficking. Brianna’s parents have said there was a presence of drugs in the young woman’s life, though they also say it’s unlikely she was heavily involved with them.
“Our best belief is that it’s gangsters,†Kellie said. “Out of everything we know, that makes the most sense. There was a carload of Brianna’s friends either that night (that she disappeared) or the next day at McDonald’s in Enosburg. They were threatened by (people known to be associated with gang activity).â€
If Brianna was taken by such people, where did she end up? The Maitlands again have a few ideas, but one near the top of the list is that she was kidnapped, taken to New York City and forced to participate in a sex-slave ring.
“It happens,†Kellie said. “It’s hard to believe, but we do live in that kind of world.â€
A happy ending
With a year nearly passed and no hard evidence to work with, it’s obvious that the story of Brianna Maitland’s disappearance is not like those seen on television detective shows. There is no tidy ending or dramatic revelation at this point, and seemingly, no happy ending.
Kellie offered a different perspective on things, though.
“You don’t give up,†she said. “You hang loose and stay creative. There’s a whole network of people who work with us and help us keep hope alive... We haven’t found Brianna yet, but we’re still looking. And so many people want to help us find her.
“That’s the happy ending to this story for now.â€
Last Updated ( Thursday, 17 March 2005 )